kenangan lalu..

lama x update blog ni..hehe..dah bersawang dah pun..huhuhu..sekarang ni bulan ramadhan dan tahun ni alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan oleh Allah swt utk hidup dan meyembah ilahi dibulan yg mulia ni..disamping itu jgk Allah telah memberi kesempatan utk bersama family sepanjang puasa ni..^_^..best puasa kat rumah..tp bila duk kat umah bile sorang2 mula lah datang kenangan lalu iaitu kenangan berpuasa bersama kawan-kawan kat UIA pj..rasa rindu sgt2 kat kawan..tadi ketika sedang sibuk2 selepas solat maghrib dan nk tunggu isyak sempat lah membuka al-quran..tup2 tgk jam dah nk msuk isyak..tp time tu jgk la nk g tandas..so pegi la tandas dlu lpas tu dah bunyi azan isyak,cpt2 la sy amik wuduk n cpat2 amik tudung solat nk pegi surau utk solat isyak n terawih..mse tu la kenangan mse nk g terawih di uia mnjelma kat kepala n terasa nk trgelak sorang2 jer..hehhee..crite tu mse puasa tahun lepas..sy lpas mghrib baca quran jap lpas tu dah ciap2 nk g masjid tup2 ase nk g tandas bile dah kuar tandas azan isyak dah berkumandang so cpat amik tudung n beg g masjid..bila turun tngga asrama jumpa kwan nama lina..so kami jalan la sama2 g masjid..dah sampai kat masjid bukak la beg nk amik kain solat..tp nk jdkn cerita sy x bawak..sy pkai tudung jer..kain x bawak.sejadah bawak ..aduyaii..bukan main lagi bawak beg,kain x bawak la plop..camne nk solat..stokin pn x pkai,ye la kn td kn tergesa-gesa..huhuhu..lina pun berbaik hati bg dia punya kain dan dia sembahyang x pakai kain la..tp nasib baik dia pakai stokin..masa tuh mmg nasib baik sgt ad lina..huhuhu..mmg malu sgt mse tu..kesian gak ngan lina sbb smua org pndang dia sembahyang tanpa kain..huhuhu..tp lawak pun ad gak rsenye...hihi
~p/s:lau setergesa2 pn kita,benda penting tetap kne check..so tahun ni mmg fobia bab2 kain sembahyang ni..setiap kali nk g surau mesti check berkali2 ad x kain..hahaha~^_^

everything is already answered..

Oh Allah...

I'm in pain.

He answers,

قُلْ يَا عِبَادِيَ الَّذِينَ أَسْرَفُوا عَلَىٰ أَنفُسِهِمْ لَا تَقْنَطُوا مِن رَّحْمَةِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ جَمِيعًا إِنَّهُ هُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ

Say: "O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.

(39:53)

Nobody knows what is in my heart.

He answers,

الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَتَطْمَئِنُّ قُلُوبُهُم بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ أَلَا بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ تَطْمَئِنُّ الْقُلُوبُ

"Those who believe, and whose hearts find satisfaction in the remembrance of Allah: for without doubt in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find satisfaction.

(13:28)

Many people hurt me.

He answers,

فَبِمَا رَحْمَةٍ مِّنَ اللَّهِ لِنتَ لَهُمْ وَلَوْ كُنتَ فَظًّا غَلِيظَ الْقَلْبِ لَانفَضُّوا مِنْ حَوْلِكَ فَاعْفُ عَنْهُمْ وَاسْتَغْفِرْ لَهُمْ وَشَاوِرْهُمْ فِي الْأَمْرِ فَإِذَا عَزَمْتَ فَتَوَكَّلْ عَلَى اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُحِبُّ الْمُتَوَكِّلِينَ

It is part of the Mercy of Allah that thou dost deal gently with them Wert thou severe or harsh-hearted, they would have broken away from about thee: so pass over (Their faults), and ask for (Allah's) forgiveness for them; and consult them in affairs (of moment). Then, when thou hast Taken a decision put thy trust in Allah. For Allah loves those who put their trust (in Him).

(2:159)

I feel I'm alone.

He answers,

وَلَقَدْ خَلَقْنَا الْإِنسَانَ وَنَعْلَمُ مَا تُوَسْوِسُ بِهِ نَفْسُهُ وَنَحْنُ أَقْرَبُ إِلَيْهِ مِنْ حَبْلِ الْوَرِيدِ

It was We Who created man, and We know what dark suggestions his soul makes to him: for We are nearer to him than (his) jugular vein.

(50:16)

My sins are so many.

He answers,

وَالَّذِينَ إِذَا فَعَلُوا فَاحِشَةً أَوْ ظَلَمُوا أَنفُسَهُمْ ذَكَرُوا اللَّهَ فَاسْتَغْفَرُوا لِذُنُوبِهِمْ وَمَن يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا اللَّهُ وَلَمْ يُصِرُّوا عَلَىٰ مَا فَعَلُوا وَهُمْ يَعْلَمُونَ

And those who, having done something to be ashamed of, or wronged their own souls, earnestly bring Allah to mind, and ask for forgiveness for their sins,- and who can forgive sins except Allah?- and are never obstinate in persisting knowingly in (the wrong) they have done.

(3:135)

Don't leave me.

He answers,

فَاذْكُرُونِي أَذْكُرْكُمْ وَاشْكُرُوا لِي وَلَا تَكْفُرُونِ

Then do ye remember Me; I will remember you. Be grateful to Me, and reject not Faith.

(2:152)

I'm facing a lot of difficulties in life.

He answers,

فَإِذَا بَلَغْنَ أَجَلَهُنَّ فَأَمْسِكُوهُنَّ بِمَعْرُوفٍ أَوْ فَارِقُوهُنَّ بِمَعْرُوفٍ وَأَشْهِدُوا ذَوَيْ عَدْلٍ مِّنكُمْ وَأَقِيمُوا الشَّهَادَةَ لِلَّهِ ذَٰلِكُمْ يُوعَظُ بِهِ مَن كَانَ يُؤْمِنُ بِاللَّهِ وَالْيَوْمِ الْآخِرِ وَمَن يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَل لَّهُ مَخْرَجًا

Thus when they fulfil their term appointed, either take them back on equitable terms or part with them on equitable terms; and take for witness two persons from among you, endued with justice, and establish the evidence (as) before Allah. Such is the admonition given to him who believes in Allah and the Last Day. And for those who fear Allah, He (ever) prepares a way out,

(65:2)

I have many dreams that I want to come true.

He answers,

وَقَالَ رَبُّكُمُ ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُمْ إِنَّ الَّذِينَ يَسْتَكْبِرُونَ عَنْ عِبَادَتِي سَيَدْخُلُونَ جَهَنَّمَ دَاخِرِينَ

And your Lord says: "Call on Me; I will answer your (Prayer): but those who are too arrogant to serve Me will surely find themselves in Hell - in humiliation!"

(40:60)

* no matter when, where, and who you are, put Allah on your top priority.

** English translation by Yusuf Ali. Referred from iQuran.

~thank to my fren zul fikri che mahmud for sharing this with me^_^~

ucapan maaf

mungkin pelik sikit ngan tajuk tu..tp tu la yg sy nk ckapkan..MAAF bnyak2 kat kawan2 lau sy ada mnyinggungkn perasaan hati n sanubari..mungkin berkata-kata tanpa berpikir akibatnye..mungkin bercakap ikut sedap jah..hhuhu..sy insan manusia yg lemah yg x nampak kesalahan diri sendiri..MAAF diatas setiap kesilapan dan keegoaan ni..^_^

selamat hari abah

lama da x update blog..ase cam mlas etep nk mnulis..huhu..tp sempena hari bapa ni,nk tulis r ckit2..sy bukan lah asal dari keluarga yg senang,keluarga biasa2 je..umi x kerja,abah sorang je kja..lagipun abah bknnye keja pegawai..abah pekeja rendah jah..tp sape pun abah sy,sy tetap bangga sgt333 ngan die n bersyukur allah memilih dia sbagai abah utk sy...alhamdulillah.die telah berjaya mnjga kluarga dgn baik,memberi didikan rohani n jasmani,bertanggungjawab,n tegas (tu yg penting)..skg ni kan sy ngah cti,nk tnggu msuk kuantan bln 9 nnt,so banyk hari cti..planning nye nk keja sbb dlm kpala fikir mesti bnyk duit nk guna nnt,nk blibku n duit blanja before  msuk jpa..huhu..tp abah ckap buat lsen r dlu..x pe,abah dah simpan da duit utk T wat lesen..time tuh da rse sebak sgt dlam ati tgk abah tp control je..so,sy ikut je la ckap abah..wat lsen utk cti nih..then,bile tgk list2 bku yg nk dibeli nnt,trus terfikir blik nk keja..hasrat hati ini pun diusulkan kat umi hari  ni.umi berbelah bahagi nk bg,die ckap tnye abah,,then abah dtg kat sy..die ckap "x perlu la kak T kijo,abah dah keja siang n malam dah".masa tuh trus hati tersentuh n sgt sebak cam nk mngalir air mata tgk pengorbanan abah..tp still control macho sbb depan umi n abah..da la sy ni jenis mudah menumpahkan airmata..aduyaii...abah snggup bersusah payah demi anak2..die x nk anak2 die susah pyah, n die risau gak lau ank pompuan die kuar keja..lagipun bg die,slagi abah boleh keja,abah keja demi anak2..PENGORBANAN ABAH SUSAH UTK DI BAYAR..DAN X AKAN TERBAYAR..ABAH, T SAYANG ABAH..^_^
P/s:sayangi lah ayah kita..hargai mereka..bukan dihari bapa shaja tetapi tiap2 hari kerna sebenarnya hari-hari adalah hari ibubapa..hormati,syangi,hargai mereka sebelum mereka menutup mata..ya allah,kau berikan la ibubapa ku kesihatan yg baik,umur yg pnjag,rezki yg melimpah luah,kebahagian dan kerahmatan hidup dunia n akhirat..ameen..luv ur dad k..^_^

miss my baby richa

baby nur alya batrisyia (nur aisyah solehah)

ish3..tido..tembam

baby richa nangis!!

bru je msuk mnggu kedua duk kat uia amik short sem.tp ari ni tiba2 rase rndu sgt kat baby richa sbb kak dtg uia ni bwak slimut n cdar.so,bual2 ngan die.die ckp die tepon umi kat umah ari ni n umi citer sal baby richa.die dah pndai mkn.umi ckap die mkn 3 kli shari.lau x bg mkn,die nangis n pasti x nk ape2.n yg pasti nk mknan baby r..hihi..rindunya kat die,ase cam nk peluk2 n cium3 jer..ya allah,sgt rindu.ntah knapa mlm td slaps isyk,tiba2 ase rindu n ase cam ngah pegang baby richa..x per juz sbar utk 6 more weeks....mesti dia dah gemuk montel!! cik tiey syg kamoo..

mAcam RObot..

klas ungs dah pun brmula 4hb april yg lpas.jadual utk klas mmg sgt pdat,dari kul 9.30 smpai kul 4..lau tgkkn msa,x dop lama sgt tp cba byangkan blajar subjek yg sma spnjang hri tuh n esk lusa dan strusnya pun subjek yg sama..slama 2 mggu klas brjalan utk subjek UNGS2030 iaitu subjek islamic worldview..letih mmg sgt ltih,yg tu mmg x dpt disangkal lg..stiap kli blik klas otak ase cam brat sgt n letih sesgt..tp syukur gak allah bg pluang utk blajar ungs ni,bnyak sgt2 ilmu yg dpt,minda pun ase trbuka.nasib baik jgk la lecturer best2..dr.latif and dr.syamsudin..ari ni dr.syamsudin bg lecture,dia x gna slide lngsung,smua tulis kat whiteboard tp kecik sgt n biase r tulisan doktor kan..mmg susah nk pham..trpaksa celik mata luas2,dah la duk row blakang..nk buat camne kan,row dpn2 bdk2 power rangers dah conquer,section 1 la namakn..budop2 result power2 r dlm klas 2..sy je sesat..kuang2..ari ni dr.syamsudin mmg buat sy kne angina sbb tup2 ckap sal assingment n presentation n presentation tu nk stat ari ni jgk,mmg ketaq lutut la..aduyaii..lpas 2 assingment lak individual,lagi la...ayoyo..lau section laen smua grup assingment.apesal la section 1 ni kne wat individual plop..huhu..dah la presentation stat ari ni jgk.tjuk utk assingment plop dr. bg n sapa cpat dia dpt..n sy pom plih r tjuk "the concept of human rights:critical essay" tu jah diantara beberapa tjuk yg tnggal yg laen dah kne plih..so,kne cri bku r..mmg letih nk fkir sal ni ag,cri bku ag,tjuk pom x brapo pham,mnggu dpn midsem exam plop,kuiz,antar assingment,nk revise plop.huhu..bru 3 hr blajar..tp bnyk giler nk kne fikir..tiba2 ase cam robot jah,tiap2 mse wat keja,x leh rehat pom..x per r..skg ni sabar je la..ni la ujian n buat bnda ni sbgai stu permulaan utk main campus nnt,sbb bla kat main camp nnt bgtu la idup..NO LIFE!!!
satu je harapan..smoga allah membri ak kekuatan,karahmatan dan kejayaan hidup dunia dan akhirat..insyaallah.

TAHNIAH!!

syukur alhamdulillah...kputusan interview streamline course dah kluar n alhamdulillah kputusannya mngembirakan hati sy serta yg pnting hati umi and abah gembira..family pom ceria..hihi..tahniah jgk di ucapkan kpd kwan2 yg dpt apa yg mreka harapkan..tahniah kat my best buddy nurul aimi..kerna dpt stay in medic..dia lah kwan yg sama2 brsusah pyah brsama2 practice utk interview..dan dia sntiasa ada disisi..tahniah gak kat faiqah n terima kasih bnyak kerna bnyk tolong..n yg pnting tlong sponsor bju kat sy utk g interview..hihi...bju tu comel sgt..n tahniah n trima kasih kat amira kerna bnyk tolong2 utk interview n bnyk kli melepak kt blik utk membwa kecerian..n x lupa gak kat B,tiqah n aina...serta kwan2 laen yg bnyk mnolong..tahniah and thanx..